12 Hour Train

August 1, 2010, 1:51 pm

Schat, I can’t believe I’m on a 12-hour train!
It’s comfortable, and I can’t bear but imagine you’re here with me.
I miss you so much already!! Do you miss me as much as I miss you too? I just wonder..
Well honey, I don’t know what to do.
You have been my addiction.
Since I met you, I haven’t got a day without thinking about you.
And as I say from the start, you’re killing me!
Because you know what, I can’t express myself at any given time or place.
I’m not your girlfriend. I’m afraid to do things to you.
I don’t even hold your hand when we walk together.
But I swear, I really wanted to. I want it so bad, it hurts inside.
Dear, this 12-hour train is taking me far away from home. I can’t explain the feeling.
I feel free, for a few days I will be free from home, from my families and my everyday-life.
It feels like I’m ready to let go of every other things but you.
Miss you schat..
Kisses and Hugs for you always
I love you